It’s just that, they don’t see themselves that way because of all the hurt they’ve been through.
Can I help you think otherwise?
“There’s a fire starting in my heart for someone like you that turns my tables.”
Think about the person you like a lot. Now, your aunt is now describing that person. From the little detail of the hair length to the height. The personality. It’s somewhat spot on. Now you’re thinking wow, why is your aunt so correct with these details? It’s creepy, yet you’re thinking about that person. That specific person you claim to like.
In my case, I started thinking bout this girl back in etown. Around 5’4”. Shoulder length hair, but a little bit longer. Straight hair. At this point my aunt made me reminisce about this girl. I smiled.
You know, these are moments where you just look back. It’s pretty crazy. Like, I haven’t really talked to this girl in a long time and one person made me go in reminisce mode and just bring back memories of that girl.
Okay, I’m done.
So I’m in Victoria right now lying on mattress on the floor. I’m with my brother in law’s family. Yea, that’s right. The Andersons. Their last name is pretty sick not gonna lie. Anyways, when God presents you an opportunity, take it because you never know when it may present itself again.
So I had a dream within a dream. In the dream within a dream, I had sleep paralysis. How does that work?
So conference is finally over, and most of PAC region is back home. The last bus got delayed en route, which I pray that they return safely home. Funny story about this conference. It was held in edmonton where I basically lived my whole life. I really wanted to go, but certain circumstances made me unfortunate enough to be able to go. For one thing, my dad’s birthday was on the 27th, and we were supposed to go to Seattle this weekend, but we didn’t because of him not being able to make it. So he stayed in Edmonton. Yeah, he’s still in Edmonton. Ironic hey? So, when I found out that we weren’t going to Seattle anymore, I was like, “wow, I could’ve went to conference. This sucks.” At first, I was all down about not going, I kinda still am.. But you know, everything happens for a reason. To think, that I wasn’t “armed and ready” for this specific conference. This conference, this city, is practically my home town. You know, everyday we struggle. We fight within ourselves. Honestly, I’m in a constant battle. Mentally, physically, and spiritually. I was unfortunate enough to have went to conference, and I was unfortunate enough to be able to watch conference through streaming, due to lack of a computer. God, to me, was basically saying, “you’re not ‘armed and ready’.” No, that’s not it. I believe God prepared me with something else. He’s testing me. He’s making me battle something else. “To fully put on the armour of God, you have to fully give yourself to Him. You have to fully strip yourself of yourself, does that make sense? To strip away your own armour.” And for that, may God be praised.
Felt like sharing. Also, most of PAC region will probably have post-conference jitters. Gonna make me jellin’.. lol. Other than that, I’m so glad you guys are back. Missed you fools =].